tease

2011-07-10T02:15:00.002+08:00

Pitiful humans. Do you think people really care for you? Do you think that they love you? Do you really think that other people is not selfish and greedy and will not hesitate to harm you?

Pitiful feeling love is. I should just remain true to being an observer. Why did I even start? I should be alone so no one can hurt me. And I can use and hurt anyone without having to care or someone feelings.

Demons, yokai I can give you my body, in return I want a free body that allow me to move around. I want to learn from you Naraku. Using and manipulating people. Humans are weak. They are shaken by love and their feelings. I don't want to be like that. I want power. I want it so that no one can hurt me and can hurt other people.

I demand a new body. A free body just like Naraku. GIVE IT TO ME ! I DON'T WANT TO BE A HUMAN ANYMORE. I WANT TO BE A DEMON !

Beat the sunrise .

2011-06-26T23:19:00.003+08:00

what is the use of having so much friends, when I want to find someone to talk to I cannot even find one? I want them to sympathize with me, i want them to pity me, i want them to feel sorry for me, i want them to talk to me, i want them to miss me, i want to them to not be able to leave without me. I must be crazy.

i just want to find some one to talk to. if you don't want to talk to me you can just tell me, i will not blame you. i just don't like you plainly ignoring me. i prefer the truth then doing things around the bushes. Why do you have to be like that?

I hate to just keep falling in love. Especially with someone that is friend of your friend and you do not want to hurt that guy and if I start to be close to her, it will become very awkward and in the end i will not be able to be friends with her. one day i will also have to show her this blog post. i am thinking whether i should and should not post. but i shall go with posting. why did i even ask this question. you are older than me and I just do not know how you would feel, i just ... maybe i just should just cut off this feeling. useless feeling. i shall just be a stranger to everyone, a stranger in this world, lonely world, sad world, colorless world,silent world where everyone judge you for who you are.

After volunteering at the sundown marathon and see the first runner, i feel that road to being a champion is indeed a lonely one. With no one to run beside you, no one to talk to you, you just have to keep pressing on in the darkness. People are watching you from afar, waiting for you to fall then they come in and clear you away. But if you manage to become a champion, what awaits you is glory. One of the runner asked me, why did she sign up for this race? i didn't know what to answer her. Why did everyone came into this race? Challenge themselves? For that glory? To show off to other people? why ? i wonder.

2011-06-14T01:10:00.002+08:00

what happened to me ? why did i react this way ? why did i hesitate to say that you are not fake ? why did i do all these ? what happened to me ?

i need someone to save me . i can't pull myself out from the darkness anymore .

just stay away from me . i don't want to hurt you . the less people beside me, the less people i will hurt . although i will be lonely, but at least i don't hurt anyone .

When a heart break, no it don't break even .

2011-04-24T12:17:00.001+08:00

there was once a boy . he was a very happy and kind boy . as he grow
up,he thought that maybe all the troubles that trouble
other people will not trouble him . he was wrong . As he
grow up, he start to realise there is a lot of trouble with
growing up . and whats worse is , the troubles just add on to each
other and grow into a monster . he is afraid . what if the monster
ate him up ? what if they suffocate him to death ? he is scared .
he don't want to die . he really don't want to die .
he start to look back at his troubles and what cause it .
he want to solve it as fast as he can so that he won't be swallowed up.
there is friendship , relationship , family problems and endless other
problems that he doesn't understand .

when he is was 17, he met a girl . its differnt from the other girls
that he have seen . she was like a ugly duckling and no one like her.
it all started off as a normal friend . then he asked her out to have a dinner .
soon, they start going out more often . whats more , she is at his work place.
so they are practically seeing each other everyday . As the day progresses, their
relationship start to grow stronger . it was so strong that it made him want to change
to be able to match the girl's expectation .
that was what he thought, the most that he can do for her .
till one day, he told her to wait for him .
well, what he really meant was to wait till he confess and trust him .
she did but something particular happened . a few weeks later, she asked him
while they chat online , at night . she asked how long more do you want me to wait ?
another day ? another week ? another month ? hearing this, the boy became afraid .
he is afriad that she might go away if he dont do something so he mustered up his courage
and told her that he like her ! his heart start to beat very fast . he really hope that she
won't go away or avoid him after that . and then she replied :'why didnt you say so earlier ?'
he was surprised ! then then start to understand each other more and she also confessed shyly
that maybe, maybe, they can progress to be more then best friends . but the girl also have her worries.
she is worried that all these talking he told her was just sweet talk . and when they are together,
he would just hurt her and leave her . he made a promise to himself and her . she would be his first
and the last and that he will never find another girl . a big promise that he could keep .
but as you know, good things don't always happen to good people .
a few days later, the girl and him went out . Later at night , when he was sending her home .
they were at the lift landing waiting for the lift . he held her close and held her hand .
he didn't know what to do really . he was really nervous as it is the first time he ever held
a girl hand and confessing to her face to face . he didn't know what to do . he just held her
hand there . after a while, he stammer-ed :' wil..will you.. uhm, i really love you . will you
.. be my girlfriend ?' he immediately blushed . he didn't say anyone to this before .
the girl was also looking downward, feeling shy . they just stood there swinging their hand. he was
waiting for the answer . she kept saying that she don't know . he wanted to clear up the akwardness
said .' well don't need to answer me now ba . 'he watch her go up the lift and went home .
when he was back they were chatting on msn. she had the answer for me . and that answer changed his
life straight . a total turn of 180 degree . she told him that they should be best friend .
that wasnt the answer he was expecting .
he turn into someone he doesn't even know . he went berserk . he questioned himself . what
did he do ? why is the answer like that ? why every other guy can get
a girlfriend easily and he couldn't ? why she doesn't like him ? he cursed everyone around him ,
she is the first girl that ever like him and why does this have to happened ? why can't his life be
as easy as the others ?

deep down inside him, he was crying . a silent cry that was heard by no one . help . he doesn't know how he should feel . he was just crying . a tearless cry that no one knew . he was breaking inside . felt like someone was mocking him . but facing her, he must still put on a mask . he pretend that nothing have happened . he continue to smile around her . continue to hope that he is peservere, maybe she wont change her mind . thats what he thought . he start to blame himself . why does this have to happen ? he know he is ugly. he know that no one will ever like him.

the troubles dont just start here ...

Speechless

2011-03-26T19:03:00.002+08:00

talking to you today, i am so afraid to get you angry . i don't know . seems like a phobia . i just don't want you to be angry again . sometimes i just pushed my luck so far . okay . maybe its my fault . i don't know . why is everything seemed to be my fault . i know i am not a good friend , that is why i am losing everybody . picking fights/quarrels with everyone . i just want to be alone at least . i don't want to care so much already . why do i have to care so much for somebody ? but at the end of the day i still want to care for you . why ?

maybe if i not such a weakling i won't have so much problem . if its in the PAST, i would be able to run away from home and just walk around in the wild with no one to care. why am i even born ? what have i done in my past life ?

even now i lost you . what have i done ? i am just being stupid okay . i am sorry . too much things got into my head . hate me ba . thats what all the people do isn't it ? you are also too busy to bother about me . i just drag you down .

troublesome life .

i miss you.

2011-03-25T01:22:00.003+08:00

No one to talk to already . the people who really want to talk to me, i think less than 5 fingers. What should i do ? No games for me to play too . Why did i last for so long ? What happened ? Why do i have to go through all these. Jalene i really miss you . i miss you when you are the only one there for me . i miss you when you are the only one that would talk to me . i miss you when you are the only one who like me . i miss you when we would go out together and i can hold you.

i want to go back in time . go back to when it was just you and me . i can only wish . i have already given up hope of finding anyone better than you . you are the one and the only one . i am tired . you know how tired i am ? i really miss you . the first few days when you are gone , i everyday dreamt about you . when i tell you these, you don't seem to care . why ? don't you miss me too ? how i wish i can know what you are thinking . this would make my life easier . why is being alive such a troublesome thing ?

to tell the truth , i had thoughts of settling down with you . but everything shattered that night. i lost myself . i lost the battle for myself . i lost you . you were my everything . now i got nothing left . i still remember what i told you . i would not look at other girls and what i say was not sweet talking to you . that was my promise to you . i think maybe you forget already . but i still remember . i can't cry . because i have no tears left .

i really need you now . please make time turn back . i promise i will never make the same mistake again . ):

2011-03-21T23:20:00.001+08:00

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, and I'm plannin' to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...

unusual to have a double post on a monday night . but oh well . i am typing sleepily . enjoyed today . hweexian you are the best man :D well sleepy head good night . tmrw results hais .

Something is changing

2011-03-21T10:40:00.002+08:00

i feel that something is not right with me . something inside is coming out . is it because of the Moon ? it is nearest to Earth this few days . i don't know i am being drained or i am gaining power but something is just not right this few days . my the other side just grew stronger.

today is going out to makan with hweexian :D haha how long never see her alr ? but damn i am sinful . eating so much . i can't slim down . oh well fuck it . just grow fat and die . D: everyday i dream about food man . i go hungry before i sleep every night . how come i have such a good appetite ? when i am with you i don't have ?

oh well . the days are getting worse . headache . getting results tmrw . hope i get a 3 . D: please i want that . but i don't think i can get . hais . i go play my game alr .

the other guy inside me

2011-03-19T00:46:00.001+08:00

i don't know what am i thinking . but i think the night have something to do with it . at night time, there is always this something to make memories come back to you . and it is at night time where you become very sensitive. Yes and you will think about a lot of things. might not apply to everyone, but i sure do apply to me .

have you ever tried to get close to someone yet at the same time they are pushing you away . its like 2 magnets . North + North = Repel . you won't get close . no matter how close you wanna be with that person you can't be . maybe that is called the 'porcupine effect' . Porcupines have spikes on their back, so when they want to get close for warmth, they will prickle each other and hurt each other. maybe it is why people don't want to get close to each other , afraid to get hurt .

Hunger is a very bad thing now at this time of the day . whhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaattttttttt 12:59 am and i am hungry . what should i do ? i will dream about food . everyday i don't have enough food to eat . not my parents starving me or anything . i try to limit myself but end of getting hungrier . what can i do ? i can't sleep well . i will end up being more tired .

i really want to care about you . please let me do . i gotta confess i like you . but people tell me not to like you . damn . i don't know what to do . i scared things happen to me again . insecurity .

What should i do ?

2011-03-18T00:24:00.002+08:00

i don't know . maybe i shouldn't care so much . maybe i shouldn't talk to you . but actually i am not that bad one . what is happening to me ? i have another person living inside me . controlling me . sometimes even surfacing out . sometimes i act this way, sometimes i act that way . i am so confused . should i do this should i do that ? i want to go out with you, i want to see you . but i just scared everything might surface again . i know i still love you . but everything i have done to hurt you, i pay back many times to myself . double edge sword or what they call i don't know . hate myself for hurting you . but actually i don;t know . i think is i am jealous . i want you so much i lose myself. i hate myself for feeling that way .i know a lot of people tell me , just forget you . but how ? someone tell me , maybe you just kill me ? just end my life . then people will say oh you think die worth it ? then what to do ? hais .

sufferings . i know i can't compare to japan but yea . Japan. HOPE . just hope . i know there is nothing you can do . but you all can do one thing call hope . i just don't know what to do . i have lost hope already . she already removed my hope . you know what, maybe i can still hope . just have to squeeze out .

i miss you . :/

Everyday i am shuffling .

2011-03-14T00:49:00.002+08:00

*shuffle-shuffle* FATS . can they just go away . i hate them . no matter what i do . i will go out of breathe . now i know how fat people feel . i want to go back to the same me . but if i go back to the same me , i will think of that time when i was with you . i would save every money i have to just spend it on you . working keep me slim too . that is where i met you too .

you know i really hate working. i do not want to meet asshole people again nor do i want to start another work relationship . all these come naturally . i really scared . i can't really open up to people again. i don't want to die . there won't be a Gundam to save me or something . maybe i should be like Setsuna . Indifferent and a good fighter . so when time come , i can protect my love one . wait. i think i just contradict myself . oh well . :/ *shuffle-shuffle*

my anime will be delayed due to Japan disaster i think . i hope it won't but i won't rush you author . take your time be safe .*shuffle-shuffle* maybe Japanese you can shuffle too . just shuffle and forget the pain . Hope you all are okay.

Finally get to talk to you . i miss you so much . like everyday no one to talk to . gosh . i even told you i miss you . damn . i must be CRAZY.

nipon ..

2011-03-11T23:33:00.002+08:00

what happened ? God is punishing ? Retributions because they cause war ? the world is slowly breaking down and Japan is the first stop ? well i don't know . but from the look of it , it ain't very good . people are crying , people are dying . are they innocent ? maybe they are innocent , then we will have to feel bad for them . but if Japan is destroyed completely, the world would wake up .

Love, helping is always shown during these time . but why only when a disaster of this scale then all the helping come in ? so when there is no disaster we just stone there ? Japan please be alive , i still need your inspiring anime to pull me through my feelings .

Pray ba . These show how fragile is human . How we can't sense anything like those animals does . why do we need to detach ourselves from the nature ? this is what happen if you detach ourselves from Nature . Nature also do not want to help you/tell you what is going to happen .

i would not let anyone touch my love ones . do to the extreme i will just have to remove you from existence . i mean it . this is the least i can do already to protect them .

how are you ? i miss you .

set aside the joke , Japan's citizens i will be wishing for you safety. hope your family members are okay and can be reunited . Families be completed . take care .

Exia .

2011-03-11T01:33:00.002+08:00

While we wore the same smiles,
We passed through the years together.
The sceneries kept changing,
And we struggled to accept it.

I throw away my useless pride.
May kindness come to this world.

I Gotta Say
Even if I show off my bravery and my strength,
I can't survive alone.
Our promise from that day,
It remains firmly in my heart, even now.

New encounters come after each farewell.
I find light down a new path, and move on.
Since the day I was born,
That has been the way my life is molded.

Before we realized it,
We have both found our own futures.

I Gotta Say
Even if you are far away where I can't meet you,
There's a resilient bond between us.
"May my dreams come true."
I am praying from the bottom of my heart.
We're friends forever.
We pledged to meet again someday,
Crossed our little fingers,
And set out that day,
For unseen destinations,
And though we may be lost,
We are making progress,
Always.

Through the changing seasons,
And this fleeting moment,
I listen to these nostalgic melodies.
Even when I become an adult,
Some things won't fade,
Like our precious memories.

I Gotta Say
Even if I show off my bravery and my strength,
I can't survive alone.
Our promise from that day,
It remains firmly in my heart.

As life goes on...
I mustn't forget, yeah.
Don't let it go...
I remember this vast land and my friends.

what are friends ? friends . :/ i don't know . what do they do . but you, H, is a good very example . who trust me and believe in me . what more can i ask for . (: hope can last as long as possible . our this affinity . although i am not a very good friend , but thanks for trusting me . i know i am not a good friend . i have split personality , i cant control my emotions , my mood swing quite fast and sometimes i am not sensitive . i just have a lot of things on my mind . i get lost easily (mentally) .

and i have a lot of cases of friendships lost therefore i am very sensitive when come to this kind of things . okay i know, i am contradicting myself when just now i say i am not sensitive . okay, both are of different meaning . :D so well , yea . hais . i don't know . today shitty day . just not my day . i swear i was being played by God . i don't know . but i sure felt like it is . time to sleep .

i wonder what you are doing now ? didn't talk to you the whole day .

Who do you want to fight for ?

2011-03-10T00:00:00.003+08:00

watched Gundam 00 all over again . its like running my thoughts all over again . it taught me everything, anything can be achieved by understanding . you understand each other, open up to each other and lets your thoughts merge . that is how you achieve understanding . everyone head into a battle for someone or something . Neil heads into battle for Anew , Marie heads into battle for her ex-colonel , Allelujah heads into battle for Marie , Saji heads into battle for Louise and Setsuna heads into battle for his Gundam . so who do i fight for ? seriously . i dont know . i really want to fight for somebody . somebody i love . but , she is gone . i just dont understand . i really want you to open up to me , to let me understand you . but i realise you cannot forced your own idea/mindset onto somebody and expect them to understand you . that is what lyle taught me . i want to ask him , then what should i do ? i know its too late to say all these now . i have already destroyed her love for me . what should i say ? i regret also cannot bring you back . till now, i am still afraid, i very excited about someone liking me and me liking someone , but after i think what will happened . i will stop . i dont know . i just want to give up . i guess that is in-built into me . another headache . when will this stop ? when can i stop thinking about you ?

HELLO ! :B

2011-03-03T11:16:00.002+08:00

reading my previous post , its like what last year july . so many things happened from then , you changed i changed . i don't know how you are but i am really surprised that you still remember me . sent me a birthday wish and that, seriously is more than anything that i need . its okay if we don't make progress now . maybe just let it be this way .

till i met you . you were just a great friend . like being there for me , remembering me . i really thank you for accompanying me till now . hope we can be still be like this . i don't really know what to say . i am touched .

well, can't be sad now . later someone angry .

i will end this blogpost . must figure out what i want to eat .

2010-07-22T11:59:00.000+08:00

jealous . a poison that will never disappear . can you just kill me ? i am surprised that you will talk to him . to the he, seriously sia . just fuck off .

2010-07-21T22:58:00.002+08:00

its been how long since i last post .

life been sucky. have you ever see that someone changed in front of you ? like totally changed 180 degree ? you are now totally different from how i know you used to be. you used to care so much about me, so innocent and not so fierce . now everything surfaced . and you are treating me so bad . finally today you told the truth. you actually dont want to talk to me at all ! why all this while you dont want to tell me ? you know how much i have been through with you ? and now you tell me all these thing ? you know how hurt i am ? have you ever cared about my feelings ? i care so much about you. that why they say how can i give you all of me when all i get is half of you . i gave you my everything but i am nothing to you . i really need a wish right now . i wish that everything would just go back to the normal . like how it used to . even if i go offline now, you do not even care about me . so this is the true you . so different now . you are now like a stranger to me . how i wish you and i exchanged life right now . and we live each others life for a while . then maybe i would know how you think and how i think . i guess you dont really need me le . you got your senior and friends . you want so much others friends doesnt that mean they would replace me ? i know i mean nothing to you but you mean so much to me .

Life wont be the same without you .

2010-02-11T14:18:00.000+08:00

if a thing doesnt belong to you , no matter how hard you try . you wont get it . life's been borng . working at NTUC . 3 days of 5pm to 2am . so damn tired . getting lesser sleep everyday .

People cannot gain anything without sacrificing something.You must present something of equal value to gain something. That is the principle of equivalent trade in alchemy.

hais . going to work soon too . damn.

i am unforgivable.

2010-02-08T21:09:00.002+08:00

I HATE ADULT FARE !! WHAT IS THIS ? MAN , did the government miss out the point that people who studies are students and the fact that we are studying at POLY ? How come we dont have student fare ? ... travelling is getting ex . HALF OF OUR POCKET MONEY / MONEY EARN FROM WORKING is spent regretfully on transport . a bit too much liao .

went to a lot of places today .

Bishan -- Serangoon -- Sengkang -- Outrum -- Dhoby Ghaut -- Yishun -- Ang Mo Kio -- and finally Bishan again , back to home sweet home .

woke up at 8 cos of some great morning call ( *thumbs up* thanks marcia ! ) damn . not enough sleep .

since you dont want me to stay up late then nvm loh . i wont le .

What is this ? -.-

2010-02-07T01:56:00.002+08:00

its getting bored . updating a blog 2 in the morning ? not a chance . lol . ntuc seems great . met some friends . all crazy . 1 came from a cave from some god-forsaken place in China claiming some deity help to rebond her hair , another 1 ( ex-cashier/partner ) who is watching tv now and not sleeping and 1 more whose name was called out twice on the PA because he was missing from his counter ( he was sleeping in the pantry -.- ). other than this . NTUC is quiteee happening . hahaa .

bought volka and drank at work place . lol . no one checked , no one cared . life doing just fine . JUST ! if you got what i mean . V day on first day of chinese new year ! What is this ? cant go out with you , got to gift you way before that . DAMN . thats all i guess . CS time .

from the day you crash-landed , my life changed completely .

What can i do to change everything ?

2010-02-04T14:13:00.002+08:00

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话

地址写的是心底你能不能收到它

天有点冷风有点大城市宁静而喧哗

这一个冬天我得一个人走回家

问自己习惯了吗

没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大

有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗

是不是也在思念裏挣扎

你说会记得我还记得吗

你最近还好吗

忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗

如果真不得已忘了我

快向快乐出发

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达

旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬

昨天远了明天还长回忆模糊但巨大

这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

问自己习惯了吗

没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大

有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗

是不是也在思念裏挣扎

你说会记得我还记得吗

你最近还好吗

忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗

如果真不得已忘了我

快向快乐出发

你最近还好吗

是不是也在思念裏挣扎

你说会记得我还记得吗

你最近还好吗

忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗

如果真不得已忘了我

快向快乐出发

damn it . so many things happen . just recovered from a bad bout of flu . working at NTUC now . hub come visit when have the time . lol . spot me at counter 24 .
so tired now , damn tired .

$5.50 per hour for 8 hours . is it worth ?

2009-12-04T23:11:00.002+08:00

man heard day at work . found this new guy on youtube . or rather he became a star . he is so young ! he is .. justin bieber !
this handsome lad. sang this new great hit called one time . enjoy :D

Aye aye aye aye aye aye aye aye

Me plus you (I’ma tell you one time)
Me plus you (I’ma tell you one time)
Me plus you (I’ma tell you one time)

When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop
And even though its a struggle love is all we got
Ao we gon’ keep keep climbin’ till the mountain top

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart (and now I’ve got my)

One love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Lemme tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)
I’ma tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)
And I’ma be your one guy
You’ll be my number one girl
Always makin time for you
I’ma tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)
I’ma tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)

You look so deep
You know that it humbles me,
Your by my side and troubles them don’t trouble me
Many have called but the chosen Is you
Whatever you want shawty I’ll give it to you

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart (and now I’ve got my)

Shawty right there
She’s got everything I need
and I’m gon’ tell her one time (one time)
Give you everything you need
Down to my last dime
She makes me happy
I know where I’ll be
Right by your side cause
She is the one

Me plus you (I’ma tell you one time)
Me plus you (I’ma tell you one time)
Me plus you (I’ma tell you one time)

farewell my friends and my classmates at AMKSS ..

2009-10-16T12:32:00.003+08:00

see, time flies when we are having fun . no more ice-breaking games after our o level . Our last year together as a class ,we shared many memories together and hope all of you can get good results in what ever you do and excel in what ever you all do lah . must also give special thanks to miss lee , mrs koh and mrs yeo plus all the teachers that have taught us . 4THREE !~ *clapclap*

(don't you just agree jiayu is looking more and more like girl ?)

(eh ! someone looking at me !)
then after our farewell , part of our class went to marina square there the seoul garden for gathering and this picture were took after the gathering .

Hey asshole -.-

2009-10-11T14:41:00.002+08:00

life had been pretty rough . o level coming in 2 weeks time . hope i can get good results . anyway a new song by elliot yamin . enjoy (:

nothing could be done now .

2009-09-13T18:21:00.000+08:00

new song by varsity ! check this out . enjoy (:

Admit it, we're finished
You don't want me no more (No)
Like a night mare, I lived it
It was too big to ignore (Ooh)
I hear the sirens but they pass me by.
My hazard lights are flashing, somebody, anyone

HELP cause it's an emergency.
Someone just wounded my heart.
So HELP, it's like a bad surgery and now it's time to recharge.
I'm starting over taking,

One, two, baby steps.
Three, four, baby steps.
Five, six, baby steps.
I'm starting over again.

Abandonded, yeah I'm crying.
It's like you left me for dead (So dead, so dead)
I'm so broken, my love's frozen.
How do you live with regrets (Oh woah)
I see the memories flash before my eyes.
My tank is running empty, somebody rescue me.

HELP cause it's an emergency.
Someone just wounded my heart.
So HELP, it's like a bad surgery
And now it's time to recharge.
I'm starting over taking,

One, two, baby steps.
Three, four, baby steps.
Five, six, baby steps.

I'm starting over taking,
One, two, baby steps.
Three, four, baby steps.
Five, six, baby steps.
I'm starting over again.

It's unexplainable
Kind of and unattainable
When the person you love aint enough.
I feel so pitiful
Look at my face you'll know the pain is in my eyes.
I need some, help.

HELP cause it's an emergency.
Someone just wounded my heart.
So HELP it's like a bad surgery and now it's time to recharge.

HELP cause it's an emergency.
Someone just wounded my heart.
So HELP it's like a bad surgery and now it's time to recharge.

I'm starting over taking,
One, two, baby steps.
Three, four, baby steps.
Five, six, baby steps.
I'm starting over again.

I'm starting over taking,
One, two, baby steps.
Three, four, baby steps.
Five, six, baby steps.
I'm starting over again.

sometimes life eh just have to make it damn difficult for you . they kick you from behind , stab you in your chest , mock you , take away things that once belong to you , make fun of you and crush your confidence like ants under your feet . even if you get back the things that were taken away from you , it won't be the same . things register sort of memories for you . you interact it for a long time , it will develop a feeling for you and you will also develop a feeling for it . but if someone remove it from you , it will no longer recognize you . you will definitely feel heartbroken cause you have a feeling for it . maybe , as they say , time heal everything but time pass too slowly and it will kill you before it even kill you .
life is sad . why can't someone treat you 2x back when you treat them well. i don't want to destroy our friendship cause someone tell me to treasure it and i trust that person very much . good luck for prelim and o level ! i will be rooting for you !

A MATH AND PHYSIC ! HERE I COME !

why all so cold toward me ?

2009-08-30T00:49:00.002+08:00

hais . today went to study with may and jiayu . then saw felicia with her friend .

ahhh .. nothing to say le .
enjoy this song .
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else

It's for the best I know it is but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard

Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand!

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

i still can't forget you .

happy birthday xueqi ! :D

2009-08-01T12:19:00.000+08:00

In the heart
Of the night
Where it's dark
In the lights
I heard the loudest noise
A gunshot on the floor
Ohhhh Ohhhhh

I looked down
And my shirts turning red
I’m spinning around
Felt her lips on my neck
And her voice in my ear
Like I missed you
want you tonight

Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me
I can’t stop the bleeding
Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me
I just can’t believe it
Ohhhh
No I can't resist
And I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down(my heart)
Soldier down(my heart)

Thought I moved
More than on
Thought I could
Fool her charm
I really wanna go
But I can't leave her alone
Ohhhh ohhhh

Hear the sound
Of a love so loud
I just can’t, I just can’t
Ignore this feeling
Said she misses me
And she wants me
Wants me tonight

Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me
I can’t stop the bleeding
Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me
I just can’t believe it
Ohhhh
No I can't resist
And I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down(my heart)
Soldier down(my heart)

In the heart
Of the night
When it's dark
In the lights
I heard the loudest noise
A gunshot on the floor
Ohhhh Ohhhhh

Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me
I can’t stop the bleeding
Ohhhh
Straight through my heart
She aimed and she shot me
I just can’t believe it
Ohhhh
No I can't resist
And I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down(my heart)
Soldier down(my heart)

Straight through my heart
Soldier down(my heart)
Soldïer down(my heart)

a new song by backstreet boys. they are back !
haha.
and oh . HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUEQI (:
there. time to go study !

i dreamt of you .

2009-07-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

man . so tired every single day . 28 days more and prelims is here and i intend to give up A math . maybe i can do better in other subjects . writing testimonial now . what the hell. qualities that describe me . blablablablabla .. i am humble. how about i tell you something . i don't really want to go to school.

you know something. i dreamt of you . its been 5 days since you last talk to me.

mugged for 2 minutes.

there you go michael jackson!

2009-07-16T23:01:00.004+08:00

salute to michael jackson ! king of pop !

so damn tired everyday . school life is boring and frustrating . got to worry about this and about that . i don't know what to say lah .

goodnight then !

and where you change so fast ? just 2 days only. what wrong ?
come on ! anything wrong just tell me . stop giving me this kind of attitude.

when love knocks you down just get back up

2009-07-07T22:38:00.006+08:00

Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me

Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)

Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'

We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes

Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him

Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah

today long day . today will be the last time a play LAN . so tax-ing sia. i promise you brother ! i won't go le. keep this short . i need to do my bloody recount . -.- recount also tax-ing on my brain .

EAST COAST ~

2009-07-06T01:41:00.003+08:00

another week of cycling at east coast . i think soon my butt is going to run away . i can feel it crying in pain .
cycled in rain today . you know how that felt ? indescribable . haha . watching storm cloud form over the ocean is also an experience . all those black black thing slowly crept together . then , BOOM ! lightning + thunder !

went to find my little brother on Saturday . waited outside the tuition center with my back facing the door . do i look different from the back ? my brother just walked pass me , didn't even noticing me . haha . well . spent the afternoon at Starbucks . [ the smell of coffee just make me feel rich ]
went to the counter .

' welcome ! what would you like ? '
' espresso '
' do you want to blablablablablabla [up size in short . i don't know why cannot just say up size must say so many things .]
*stare* ' a cup of espresso will do '
'do you want to try our new coffee in jelly ? '
' solo espresso .'
' espresso coming up . '

i thought that paying $3.40 for a cup of solo espresso will get my a decent big cup of coffee . However , the espresso is ... the cup is so small that it is bite-sized and the espresso didn't even reach the bottom ear of the cup . i feel so cheated . i hate you Starbucks .

damn bored . >55 days to prelim . good luck have fun .
its 2 in the morning . my upper eyelid is missing my lower eyelid . [ another quoted speech . guess who said that . ]
sweet dreams .

and if the prom night is over 80 bucks , might consider not going . must well organize class party ?

you can't always run from your past

2009-06-16T00:58:00.003+08:00

life had been pretty * up for me . nothing seems to go right , blablabla . well . everything seems to go left ?

hm . the 2 days poly experience at singapore poly was crap .
waking at 540 in the morning , waiting for people at the mrt station half awake .
in the mrt grouchy but keep thinking that ' hey maybe it will be a good insight how poly life is like . '
halfway into the seminar abt winning $ 2000 and direct entry into singapore poly . someone told me that ' we must win this competition ! '
a few minutes later , ' wanna go k box ? ' and there we go . ang mo kio secondary school crossed away from the list . 1040 all at bugis walking around . well its great . the whole day is mine .

the second day , woke up at 6 in the morning . walk around amk + bishan till abt 7 + before going home . a bicycle trip from bishan to sentosa was intially organised but due to some unrealistic idea and unforseenable circumstances , the trip was cancelled .

went to watch movie with bh and may . drag me to hell . horror movie and frightened the shit out of me . well only one scene . and it was a surprise . no warning , nothing . lucky my bladder is strong . but alas . pretty girl beside us . so must act a bit . joking lah .

well . got to sleep now . having nightmare sia with that scene . man . sleep sleep .

GO FOR IT LADY GAGA ! :D

i just got pwned !

2009-06-06T13:27:00.002+08:00

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh

life had been : sleeping , wake up , go to school , sit at the table , go back home , sleep and the cycle continue again . had been feeling so lethargic lah . because of what i also don't know. got nothing to do .i guess just mug ba. study study . then can go to poly and the course i want .

what do you get when jieshi+qiyong+tim+weikiang vs hanwee+valerie+denise+jiayu ?
ultimate thrashing combined with a lots of shouting and idiotic face from jieshi .

better go study now. -.-

its doesn't matter anyway,

2009-05-24T22:20:00.003+08:00

cheryl lee cheer up ba. don't care what she say. smile. don't sad and never ever cry.
what she say we immune le. (:

bad day bad bad day . went to lan today to let out my anger.

hmm. nothing much to say but it is a fun filled morning. now 10:34 and ticking. i awaits my death . my exam ain't v good.
had a bet with cheryl you see. and i lose (: so got to tret her good food. man, :/
very well see you tmrw. hey cheryl .smile :)

L.O.V.E

2009-05-21T23:27:00.002+08:00

My love, my love

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e

Baby, you're my shooting star
Ride with me and I'll take you far
Explore the world, and back around
You lift me up, and you hold me down (you hold the crown)
And you make this team
There's no couple like this, king & queen
There's no other couple like, you & me
You're the girl of my dreams, my everything
I love this feelin, your love is healin
I need it, I breathe it
No way I'd ever leave it
I'm so into you, don't what I'd do
Your love is so true
It's just me & my boo

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e

I never thought I'd find another love like this
I'll never forget the first time we kissed (we kissed)
Your body against mine
The touch of your skin, your lips
Such a beautiful kiss (such a beautiful kiss)

My l-o-v-e, she elevate me
She fly & so free, was blind now I see
And without her, now what would I be
Not what I am, but I'd still be a g
I'd still be hype, I'd still shine bright
But who'd be there to hold me so tight
Who'd be there when it's lonely at night
My wife, so right, the love of my life

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e

We're so picture perfect, I can't imagine
My life without you (l-o-v-e)
It's like I'm floatin on air, whenever you're here
Baby come with me and I'll take you there

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e
L-o-v-e, l-o-v-e
L-o-v-e, l-o-v-e

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e
(Oh my l-o-v-e)

mid year suck i swear. got back half the paper today. English paper 2 pass , E math pass , biology fail , a math fail like crap social studies fail and combined science fail . die already. you call this a wake up call ? i think it just like giving you sweet after slapping you in the face.
FTW~ [ what does this really mean i also don't know]

man. what has gotten into you? new person in life doesn't mean new attitude for your old friends.
really miss the old you. all the times we had or just sitting beside you. guess that enough for now. talking about it will only worsen relationship. nvm. i also don't want to care le. go enjoy your life ba.

don't know what to do. someone enlighten me. or just let me fight with god. god is nothing but trouble. give you something and take it away from you. so unfair to everyone. like that also can be god ? i don't think so. like that i also can be god le.

just let everything end. end my life that is in a mess.

no hope . no cure . no problem .

2009-05-01T00:46:00.002+08:00

hhaa, i am so bored now.

let all of you guess guess . who is this? hhaa.
if guess correct got sweet.
MIDYEAR EXAM! D:

trust you only. really.

did i made it?

2009-04-26T13:42:00.002+08:00

my god ! a few days left before MYE! TT and i only studied biology! if my midyear did not fail that would be a miracle! well. i must get good results! to .. hhaa. [ don't want to say leh ]

went out to study for a few Saturdays and managed to completed 6 questions of my compo.
well . nothing much to post. maybe when i get my phone fix or i get a camera. hhaa. will have more wonder post ba. sorry mabel ah !

and thanks felicia. (:

life is nothing but surprises .

my 100th post.

2009-04-10T23:17:00.002+08:00

just read Cheryl's blog.
she is going to see her dentist and would decide whether to have fake teeth.
man. i wish someone would just kill me.
feel so guilty towards her. D:

SORRY CHERYL !

today was suppose to go out and study.
instead went to a LAN shop and played left 4 dead.
idiot.
smoker, tank, hunter and blooger [ i forgot the pronunciation ].
bored. ace-learning here i come.

there go my 100th post of my no-life blog.

there is no turning back now.

my life is in a mess now

2009-04-05T21:04:00.002+08:00

was feeling tired all day.
went to watch unborn yesterday.
it was like .. - what the ! waste my money -
scary scene you count only got 5 or less than that. totally not horror movie. like horror plus comedy. hhaa.
then when to bishan library to study with jiayu and siying and nai ming. lol.
lazy to say what happen. hahaa.
no mood to talk now.
think i go study suan le. byebye.

monday blue. got chemistry tmrw.

kill me.

what did i do?

2009-03-31T19:14:00.002+08:00

if i do something wrong just tell me !
keeping silent all the time doesn't help.

damn sad lah. idiot. what wrong did i do?

curse this place,
curse my life,
curse everything
and curse you!

death awaits those who are afraid of them.

2009-03-29T20:53:00.003+08:00

was damn boring today.
was like doing notes for so long.
i very bored le. no mood to blog. tmrw school reopens.
a scary picture to tide over the weekend.

happy weekend. (:

beware the stare of mary shaw
she has no children only dolls
if you ever see her in your dream
be sure you never ever scream
or else she will reap your tongue out at the seam

poke poke. Oo flick your eyes from behind.

2009-03-27T19:26:00.004+08:00

and so this is what they are afraid of. chaba or chachaba or bobochacha . [ dunno . should be something like that. ] *stare at you*
don't know which idiot say that this picture cannot find. actually this picture come find me. hahaa. joking

school totally rock . was like sleeping throughout. my dear partner emo again and i don't know how to help her. maybe throw her out of window? today boring day. ah.. midyear coming le. must go study. now for homework. so long~ and go watch the movie : COMING SOON

seeing you in pain day after day ..
i don't know what to do.
enlighten me.

~ O lovers! Be careful in those dangerous first days! Once you’ve brought breakfast in bed you’ll have to bring it forever, unless you want to be accused of lovelessness and betrayal. ~

cheryl lee~ cheryl lee~ come to my blog~ come to my blog~ and face your worst nightmare!~

i want to be over you.

2009-03-25T16:20:00.002+08:00

i am so angry now. i don't know why. i am so damn angry.
i don't know why. i am in a mixed feeling. why am i feeling this way ?
damn you. i am going crazy because of you. why do you have to do this to me? i want to change place. maybe i should learn to let go. damn it. i am tired. i want to sleep. maybe after waking up everything will be fine.

whats wrong with you , hanwee?

HIP HIP HOORAY~

2009-03-22T21:55:00.002+08:00

haha, tmrw school reopen le!
and i haven done my math yet ):
see all of you tmrw! :D
o level here i come!

i have forgotten you.

what did i do wrong?

2009-03-20T17:51:00.002+08:00

hmm.. hhahaa
did cheryl just scolded me on her blog? well. coming soon isn't scary compared to dead silence. i will find the link soon and all of you go watch (:
hahaa. nvm that.

i am so bored. homework half completed.
so sad. this few days is like rotting at home. parents went out with their friends and i am stuck at home. haha. cheryl finally completed her Yunnan post.

woohoo~

这是一个没有答案的问题
我感觉我变了谁让我变了
原本这是一个没有答案的问题
却被你解开了简单的解开了

你走过来带着和别人不同的对白
你甚至不让我知道你对我有多好

慢慢的这份爱悄悄地住下来
深深的在心里没人看的出来
安静的但却一直都在
是你默默的爱

慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖
浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待
不用说我就能够明白
你默默地爱

未来的每一天不管发生什么
能不能交给我呢
我要永远陪着你守护着你直到最后

nothing much. that's all. no mood le (:

2009-03-15T23:02:00.003+08:00

'CAN YOU ALL PLEASE SQUAT DOWN ? WE ARE TRYING TO TAKE A GROUP PHOTO HERE ! '
' OI! SIAO AH! VERY HOT LAH! '
' BEHIND DON"T PUSH LEH '
' ONE MORE TIME YOU ASK ME SQUAT DOWN .. YOUR SANDCASTLE DIE LIAO !'

AMKSS 30th anniversary CUM family day celebration!~ woohoo!~
woke up early in the morning to give Felicia the 6 am wake up call.
first one to reach the AMK mrt station.
jiayu as usual : late. [people got early bird club gold membership one leh.]
the school scammer sia.
when we reach the Bedok station,
we only left 1 more minute before the last bus go. we rush and rush .. 没顾到形象 .. until we reach the bus stop . guess what. still got bus waiting for the super late one and we got to board the second last bus. forget it. don't want to say le.

the whole day .. blah blah blah [ click for more detail ] .. and the whole event is over. :D

i am so so so very extremely grateful to jiayu and Valerie who gave me MORAL support and finally i can say to the WIDE WIDE world : i know how to cycle liao! i finally know how to cycle liao! * muhahahahahahahaha * [choke] * cough *
so .. A BIG THANK YOU~ and also to felicia, baohui who lend me their bike to practice on.
but sad sad. the moral of the story is not to learn to cycle when you are old. you can get deep cuts on your legs and toes. and 叔叔的金玉良言: beginner cyclists, don't ever try to act cute and smart to try to ride off an edge like me.
although i didn't fall, but it is embarrassing .

finally it is steamboat time~
5++ went to novena the zheng fa steamboat there to eat.
everybody was like spamming candid.
all of us would be like watching our moves or else we would appear on jiayu's blog or my blog [ if lucky :D ]

there you go ! my 4-years-already best friend in the background. :D

that all. HOLIDAY HOMEWORK!~

2009-03-13T19:40:00.002+08:00

stupid recession! ahh! idiot.

tmrw family day. build sand castles then play~ hhaa. today was like so slack. i HATE chinese! serious. i don't what the teacher thinking sia. sian. i am so bored. so many people's birthday. its like one every few days will have people shouting happy birthday or sing birthday songs. so to the March babies : 快乐鸟日子 !

Mabel ah Mabel cheer up lah. (: anything also can say out de mah. maybe talking over lunch would help? hhaa. now i believe you le.

lalala~ mood much better these days. but don't ever ever make me angry again. i won't promise what i would do to you. do you want to know what death is like?

happpy holiday!~ :D

there are something in life,
you can't get no matter how hard you try.
so don't bother about it.

2009-03-08T11:37:00.003+08:00

such a long day. hot day. whatever day. lol

lol. was defaced in jiayu's blog again. lol. jiayu you die liao.
nvm. forget it. my com cannot upload pictures. you heng.

so bored so bored. thinking of story to write again to improve my english. hhaa.
with this Elliot yamin song it is easy to think up a lot of stories.

ahh! what is happening to my com.. sian. i go do hw liao.

2009-03-02T22:23:00.005+08:00

was so happy . finally A math can get A1! XD
hhaa. my A1 drought is ending soon i suppose. hope can reap in more A1s.

[i won't like someone think A1 till craze liao. you open her handbook inside every picture is related to A1. CHERYL ! YES ! I AM POINTING AT YOU ! :D]

but tmrw bio test die liao. haven study yet now still doing my geo project. lol. anyhow do then. cannot blame me. (:

good night all.

and oh. Valerie i don't blame you :D

i really loved you once.

2009-03-01T13:15:00.002+08:00

hhhaa. my last post for the week. because going to study soon. :D
well. this week a bit not too good. went to the plaza singapura with wei kiang and hwee xian after my dental appointment. lo.. was walking around when wei kiang reminded me that there is a make-a-bear workshop there. :D i went in and .. guess what. i took 2 hearts. someone of you might know what i am talking abt some might not know. so those who know will tell those who dunno. i no need to explain :D hhaa.

lalala~so bored so bored. hhaa, nothing to do. i think i better go study bio. eh. remember ah,, must study bio test on chpt 18 , 20.3 and 20.4. there will be a genetic cross diagram. :D

so long. take care (:

If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go.

2009-02-28T11:48:00.002+08:00

long time never blog loh. lol. because i am not missing my computer.

finally i got a A1 for my Emath. that was a relatively easy easy test. hhaa. just joking. my math ain't very good. all thanks to my best partner that my math can survive.

my chem was like failing and failing and failing. hwee xian .. words can kill you know. TT
hais.

lalala~ time to play game XD and then study. (:

2009-02-21T12:02:00.003+08:00

i am feeling sad, idiotic and angry. i am in mixed feelings.
study study study is really cracking my head up. nothing seems to go inside. hope i can get A1 for my math test. i really need that.

was ostracized during vball. stupid coach. spoiler sia. idiot. million curses.

I AM REALLY TO HAVE MADE YOU HATE ME. i am sorry ._.

nothing seems to be going smoothly for me.

you cry because you feel powerless.
but when you have the power,
it is your turn to make other people cry.

2009-02-15T09:08:00.003+08:00

ahas. sorry ah Cheryl. yesterday valentine day. so emo a bit. next time then change. i also dunno what song to change to liao. ._.

tada! valentine day had pass and it is time to study.

CHEMISTRY 101

what is the chemical compound that make a girl fall in love with a boy?

SOCIAL STUDIES 101

what cause American to eat giant-sized burger?

ENGLISH 101

fill in the following blank with yes or no.
____, my girlfriend/boyfriend is stupid.

MATH 101

does 1 and 1 always add up to 1?

so bored. i go play a while DOTA and counterstrike before studying :D byebye.

ALL REMEMBER TO STUDY FOR SS TEST TMRW!

you kept my blog alive.

2009-02-13T22:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO ALL! :D

to all peeps that got boyfriends or girlfriends , must love each other. don't ever lose trust of each other. must treat each other with respect and don't ever quarrel with each other. i guess all this sums up to one thing : LOVE.

are you sick? no.
cough? no.
headache? no.
dizzy? no.
ate breakfast today?(added this myself) yea.
seen any birds?(added this myself) ehm!
okay yo may go. *beam behind the mask*

lol. these are the snippet of the conversation i had this morning.
bird flu emergency exercise. lol. hhaas. seems like normal school day. lazy talk abt it. go Cheryl's blog see can liao. hhaa.

love birds please do not read the following lyrics. its not for you. WARNING: may cause break up. this lyric is from David Archuleta-a little too not over you.

It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..

2009-02-08T22:07:00.003+08:00

the unknown person just stood there, not moving.
the boy stood up.
he felt this calm and peace radiating from the person standing at the doorway.
he moved his numbed feet, towards the unknown person.

the boy asked the unknown person,
'why is this world so twisted ? Is it because of God ? Because of Man ?'

the unknown person stood there, silent.
then the unknown person spoke,' God is fair . Even people can understand each other but the world still becomes twisted . '

the boy slowed down and stop in his track. tears began streaming down his cheek.

i love you.

2009-02-07T19:27:00.002+08:00

long long ago,
there was a boy. he was lonely. so very lonely.
he seems to have a lot of trouble. lots and lots of them.
he is always thinking of ways to solve them one by one. however, the problems just keep accumulating.
at the end of each day,
lying on his untidy bed, he always asked aloud.
'why is it so unfair? is it the god or this world?'
and then he would cry silently in his heart.

it happened everyday until one day his heart stopped crying.
everything became quiet.
he was enveloped in a world of silence.
what he saw was people's mouths moving but nothing came out, like watching a silent movie.

'should i let go?' he thought aloud again as he sat in the deserted alleyway.
suddenly, at the far end of the walkway, a door opened.
blinding light poured into the cold and quiet alleyway.

a dark silhouette against the light.
he squinted his eyes and stare.
he waited for a response from the unknown person.

i am not fit to be alive in this world.

2009-02-06T14:44:00.002+08:00

i feel so guilty. I AM SO SORRY CHERYL! ): i should have ran forward and caught you. and then you would not have fallen ! ): sorry. i am sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry i so sorry. ): forgive me?

today is such a lousy day. nothing seems to go my way. i sick and tired of this life. idiot.

2009-01-28T16:04:00.012+08:00

hhaas, Cheryl ah Cheryl your class relay a bit cute hor.

well. i went to the RIVERSIDE ANGBAO for those who dunno leh. the location is at the marina floating platform. hhaas. the management of the traffic there suck sia. the officials there so slack de. if i throw a bomb they also wont know.

this is the sexy back of the cai shen. i was afraid that. later he suddenly turn around and smile.

this plum blossom can be found at the entrance. of course fake one lah. 九曲桥 i think? or something like that. i forgot le :D

and there would be display like this~ hhaa. the white-faced guy seemed surprised that i pointed at him.

there is this giant chinese chess set there. you go there you would like 'wwah.. jump in there and play confirm v steady.'

this is this year's luck for my chicken brothers and sisters.

our AH NAN! HELLO HELLO! hha. if you read my blog please tag aah. :D

my father. hhaa. he is talking to my sis and i caught this candid.

and so.. EVERYONE HAPPY 牛 YEAR! :D

2009-01-26T21:17:00.002+08:00

all right! i survived too! MY FIRST DAY OF NEW YEAR ! hhhaas, eat steamboat, tidbits, more steamboat and more tidbits. so eat and eat and eat. become fat le. hhaas. i rock. didn't talk to all my aunts and uncles. i doubt they even dare talk to me. my face was like you-dare-come-near-i-humtum-you that kind of face. muhaha. but in the end they still give me hongbaos. so i am $100++ dollars richer. (:

3 more hours + and 快乐鸟日子 TO ME ! ;D hhaas (:

hais. i am so depressed.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2009-01-26T09:40:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!~ hhaas. 恭喜发财! oh yea. first day of new year cannot wash hair meh? so sad. my hair a bit .. uhm .. sexy so i guess i will go ahead and wash my hair. :D

so happy leh. first time got people say my blog funny. 太感动了!! thank you thank you. love love. that would make my best new year. hhaas, hope you will get a lot of angbaos. man. this is a lousy post. a great joke to start the day. this joke use a lot of time le. but every time work. hhaas.

在一很新的船上什么都有, 但是只有一个东西没有! 那东西是什么? 要猜一个东西哦!

if you guess the answer correct on my tag board got sweets! (:

HAPPY 牛 YEAR ALL! :D

2009-01-25T20:52:00.002+08:00

kudos to jiayu for helping me to make this picture. XD thank you thank you! (: hhaas. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL! hhhaas. eh. hope this year, everyone will get a lot of angbao~ hhhaas. and eat a lot of bakkua, tidbits, steamboat. eat till fat fat. hhas. must also jiayou for 'O' level. hhaas. no chinese new year picture. see first ba. maybe tmrw then i take. (: take care . my stomach! TT

2009-01-24T07:57:00.002+08:00

well. all right~ school was great. nothing devastating happened. was like sitting in class after school then watch 4 kids in class playing water. lol. one of them got see-through shirt. ... so bored so bored . all right. tmrw chinese new year eve loh~ :D steamboat chachacha steamboat~ woot! i love steamboat. i think tonight going to shop shop shop till legs drop. going buy all the steamboat things.

ahh! 945 got tuition. ): i don't wan study le lah. so depressing.but this year got 'o' level so .. ahhaas.

hope you guys get many many angbaos~

2009-01-22T18:46:00.002+08:00

love is a stumbling block of life, so in order to live, you had to be stumble by love.
-hanwee

i was so sad. so damn sad. so damn bu shuang. i just wanna hit somebody. man. i got to learn to control my temper. 'o' level this year. jiayu! how you control your temper one? i can't resist the temptation to scold F*** YOU YOU J* b** K**NIN** WALAO @#$%. sian diao.

today VE, had to discuss about the performance we had to put up for the old ppl at the what-ever hospital in AMK. i doubt the old men and ladies know what we are perforing. i rather play chess with them or hop-skotch.

HELP! I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND BUT I DUNNO WHAT TO DO!

i was so afraid of losing you. ):

2009-01-21T15:25:00.000+08:00

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2009-01-21T15:22:00.002+08:00

HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HHEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADCHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! ACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEHEADACHE!

2009-01-21T13:40:00.002+08:00

OBAMA WANTS YOU TO LOVE HIM! hhhaas, man. i fell in love with America's first black president. hhaas. he is such a great guy i think he can help in the global financial crisis. hopefully by mid year can resolved everything.

when i grow up .. i think i gonna fly a plane. hhaas. nah. joking. most likely to work in the tourism sector. i gonna be a floor manager in the casino. go there sweep floor only. don't think too much.

so bored. gonna do hw soon. hhaas, this few day blogging a bit sian. UNTIL! THERE IS A CHANGE! unless i have a camera (: hhhaas, i think blogging would be more interesting. anyway congrats to OBAMA for his presidency.[ did i spell correctly? ] hope that the real obama can tag my blog (:

what happened to Denise? you seems injured, but you not gonna say anything so i can't help you.

COUNTDOWN TO CHINESE NEW YEAR: 5 days
COUNTDOWN TO 16: 6 days

mae! take care (:

2009-01-19T13:45:00.002+08:00

what has 21 spots and doesn't feel sick?

the visit to Nayang Poly is killing my feet. man. was walking around the whole campus like on a tour like that. but no CCA try out. the talk at the auditorium was boring too. nothing much. went to see the different school they have like SCHOOL OF ENGINEERING and so on .. and they claimed they have a Olympic size swimming pool! yea. that was great. but there are even better things at the pool side. Olympic size jacuzzi! you don't believe you can ask other ppl lah.

Cheryl's voice is backed! it had previously went on a holiday and Cheryl running on back up voice. but it is worst ! she ore talkative and noisy. i miss the old days. *sniff*

CHENGYOU! WHY YOU CAN GO SEC 3 CAMP?

so bored. go offline liao. hw time.

i wasn't afraid to die. i am only afraid to leave you. ):

2009-01-18T09:16:00.003+08:00

hhaas. man. a record of 1 whole day not waking up. but its okay. :D take care of yourself uh! (:

hmm.. this boring Sunday morning.

was looking through Cheryl's blog and saw this picture. wah. all your pictures. i think this guy in the photo look like stalker sia. hha.

Yo mama so fat even Bill Gates couldn't pay for her liposuction!

Yo mama so ugly just after she was born, her mother said "What a treasure!" and her father said "Yes, let's go bury it."

Yo mama so stupid she put lipstick on her forehead, talking about she was trying to makeup her mind.

hhaas. i couple of jokes for all of us to enjoy. gonna study soon. :D all work hard! 'O' level here i come!

I LOVE YOU! :D

2009-01-17T13:06:00.005+08:00

shalah. i also got to gain credit for this picture too. i draw the stick of .. 梅. although jiayu draw the silhouette of iljimae. so which is more or less both of us drew it.

all iljimae craze sia. the 3 musketeers got new name liao. :D

一枝梅
二枝梅
三枝梅

was on an adventure yesterday. the 3 iljimaes got mission : see who can go to canteen faster than the rest of the students. but sadly, 二枝梅 got caught. hhaas. then sian diao. mission fail. v bored. got to go study now.

my friend wan me to pray for more flood now. cause she holidaying now due to flood and school close because of it. so .. LET THERE BE FLOOD! :D

CHERYL LEE! you really wanna drop? i haven tell my parents yet leh. you wan mah? if you wan i drop with you. TT

get well soon! hhaas. my dear sleeping beauty. :D

imagination is more important than knowledge.
-Albert Einstein

2009-01-15T15:09:00.002+08:00

well. i am backed again. getting lesser and lesser photo to show. unless i have a camera like jiayu! muhhaaas. pictures in thousands would be streaming into my blog by itself. [ just joking. i will upload it myself. ] well today was a plain day. the assembly, was horrible. plain horrible. it was so boring and stuffy. it was like the whole assembly talking abt career conference, sec3 camp and irreverent subjects like the sec 1 and sec 2 learning festival. maybe sec 4 also should have camp lah. last year together already what. y don't the school organize camp? and what the hell, this year camp have dragon boating! all sec 3 don't get tricked by the innotrek guys. all liar sia. show you all flying fox then you will think everyone would get to play? NO! you will not. only half the class will get to play. the other half absieling. toilets .. i will swear .. you will have phobia of them at least 1 year after the camp .

爽is the only word to describe next week. monday to friday slack then thursday dunno what to do , i think friday will chinese new year celebration and then it would be CHINESE NEW YEAR! my birthday~ i hope to go out with my ... :D so boring.

i promised myself to work hard but after today see the math, headache come back already.

hope you recover from chicken pox. love you always. (:

you jump i jump.

2009-01-12T22:51:00.003+08:00

OH YEA! MY CHINESE 'O' LEVEL A2! :D I ROCK I ROCK I ROCK. CHERYL! i considering whether to drop. you? i talking serious. busy busy me. doing all the hw i can. i love myself.

DENISE CHEER UP! BIG BROTHER HERE ALWAYS! JIAYOU! :D

its gonna rain gonna rain gonna rain. i am going crazy. i am crazy. too excited le. :D i not gonna have a lengthy post. i need to study. DO YOU KNOW WHAT IS THE SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST? well. look at today you will know le. Chinying you can 放心 and sleep well le. (: Denise rest early and take care of yourself. and .. HAN WEE ! GO STUDY LAH .. sorry. i got to go le. my the other self calling me. good nights all. (: see you all tmrw!

oh. i think Cheryl's voice sound like Keely wee so it is rather pleasant to listen to. :D

2009-01-11T09:12:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RENEE~ :D 16 liao ah. big girl liao. 'O' level get all A1. all the best to your studies and everything you do.

lalala. my blog is not dead. my blog is not dead. my blog is not dead. my blog is not dead. my blog is not dead. my blog is so not dead. there you go . from 1st day of 2009 till now, i haven do any blogging or whatever so but i have been studying quite hard for this 1 week and i realize something ... that something is .. err ..

okay. so i am not very smart to read the summarized form of Cheryl's post. well, i got to admit. yeap. i admit a lot of things this year.

'Being highly irritated (with a bad headache) and wanting to go home, i was about to cry OUT OF ANGER (No, im not a cry baby) because i (voiceless) cannot vent my anger by screaming "FXXK FLOWERS!"'

Cheryl's blogging skills is commendable. look ! ' blah blah blah blah .. i was about to cry OUT OF ANGER ' so to decipher this, on that day, Cheryl is v tempted to run around screaming ' OUT OF ANGER OUT OF ANGER OUT OF ANGER OUT OF ANGER OUT OF ANGER ' and oh. let me give you a suggestion. if you really want revenge on those flowers, you shouldn't scold although they could hear you, you should learn from jiayu. one day he went to ikea, walked up to the plant, pondering over the question ' is this plant real or fake ' and tore the leaf. i guess that would cause or rather deliever the utmost sensation to the plant.oh and for goodness sake. mrs yeo know chinese. -.- Cheryl. next time you should write in Tamil.

well. my new year resolution almost half is completed and the other half is not completed. i gonna add another . i gonna train 6 pacs or rather slim down 22 kg and be like jiayu [ i am no where near him -.- ] for those that dunno how 6 pacs look like, here it is.
a well-trained + well-toned 6 pacs should more or less look like this.

i am in Achievers' programme. what the hell. nvm. i am going to revise physic + bio + chem + math and do english hw + chem text bk question.

YUZHEN AND JIE SHI ! ... ONE WORD FROM THE .. the what ah? * turn to the side* ... LOVE YOUR ENEMY! ANOTHER CHINESE SAYING ! '仇人变情人' BE CAREFUL!

16 more days to sweet 16.

stop reminding me of you. i wanna to concentrate on my studies. you can walk past how many times i also don't care. i not gonna care. am i? shit.i don't like little girl who tell lies.

2009-01-01T00:50:00.005+08:00

2009! YAHHHOOOOOOOO! *fell down from chair* well. was typing this post half naked. well. that is the way i cross over from *pointing downward* this side which is 2008 and *point there* to that side which is 2009 half naked. yea. your eyes aren't doing tricks. yeap. i am sitting in front of the com at 12 midnight half naked with my mother claiming how fat i am . -.- we.. this whole new year. i had my new year resolutions :

1] slim down
2] study harder and try to control my play time
3] pay attention in tuition and stop disturbing my friend. well. i caused one of them to retain. so sad.
4] try to eat less.
5] save more money.
6] have dreams
7] forget her as soon as possible

well.. i had new year dreams too :

1] be a extremely clever guy at computer and technology. so i can be like TONY STARK! ( well. he is the guy from Ironman. )
2] score at least 2 or 3 A1 in 'o' level

so this year should be an interesting year. new teachers, new textbooks and new sitting arrengement. those sitting beside me beware. i got plenty of mobile games and i hope that will allow my level position to rise. :D

well, 2008 passed by. and here are bit of memories left in me.

well. this was taken during the chinese new year when we go to jen ting house. all the boys there drank beer and desmond kenna challenged my a strange uncle to down the whole can of tiger beer.

hhhaas. later part of the year would be followed by the painting mania. everybody would like come back during weekend and stayed back after school to slack and paint.

the most handsome followed by the most cute then the richest boy of 2one. hhaas. desmond , zhi yuan and jun hao. dont you find the 2nd last pic too perfect liao? rich+pretty= i don't know? most of you would know that is our , well our batch, last nomad performance.

our dear annabelle, i dont know what she is thinking.

boys and girls, the following stunt is done by a highly - trained professioner. please do not attempt any of the stunt alone or at home. you can try this at some other places.

' HIAAAAAYAAAAAAA~'

our most compatible best friend in class. :D they took these themselves. as i mentioned above, this pose is done by 2 highly - trained professioners. please do not attempt any of the pose alone or at home. you can try this at some other places with aother close friend. WARNING it may cause :-stiffness in face
-slanted eyes

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL! SEE YOU ALL LITTLE BOYS AND GIRLS ON FRIDAY!

2008-12-30T10:40:00.002+08:00

woah. school re-opening. or rather holiday-over-and-study-time day. Friday is it. there would be whole lots of quarreling, studying, ms lee scolding( i guess she haven curb her temper but it is okay. yue shen likes it? i don't care :D ), and also hair+nail+altered pants/shortened skirts catching.
i guess that is life life then. as boys grow older, their pants get skinner and as girls grow older their skirts get shorter. a whole new lots of topic of math to learn and of course math remedials~ v bored. really bored.

i haven finish my chinese hw. TT going to do later. stupid. this counted in CA. well. what if next year i not in higher chinese class? Oo

and the lion fell in love with the lamb..
'yea. a stupid lamb..'

2008-12-27T12:45:00.004+08:00

oh my 天. holiday going to end le. one more week i think . i didn't really keep track of it. then going to do the chinese soon. Cheryl ! you dare abandon your blog you die. RAWR! cannot ah. because your blog inspired me. (:

well. yesterday was like giving my room another new coat of paint. and was looking through my baby/toddler photo. (: was like.. hhhaa.. i don't know how to say. see for yourself.

hhaas. see how proud am i? (:

i even began to read newspaper like a pro.

what had i done! i was like looking at her ... *blush*

well.. got a kiss from her. hhhas.

AHH! my uncle is so big and the are hands behind me! XD

a harry potter wannabe. (: i was riding on a bamboo pole instead of a broomstick. :D

my god. i got a candid of myself!

there. on the left is my grandma. (:

and that is my uncle. hhhaas. i like to play with him when i am young. i am combing my hair.

hahhas. i am a 小娘惹 guy. :D idk what am i thinking to add.

hhaas. i end of this post with this (: want some food? (:

i am so bored.

2008-12-26T11:28:00.002+08:00

i wish you well and so i take my leave, i pray you know me when we meet again -William Shakespeare

i hate myself. everything. why do things have to turn out this way. what can't things go the way i want? why must God come in and interfere with everything anyone does? it makes no different whether i am living in Hell or on Earth. this is a torture. i can't control my emotion. someone, anyone save me. deliver me away from this place. bring me to a place. far far away, where there is no emotions - no happiness , no sadness.

well. i really i can believe in Santa. but ..

2008-12-25T16:23:00.002+08:00

woo. i just read Farah's blog and find something real serious.

'Training today was a killer. Basically, try combining 8oo slippings, 36 sets of stairwork and 3 suicides. Oh, not to forget the suicides is not the normal suicides, its like don't know how many courts we did. But..on the good side, there are alot of courtwro.....'

is netball so tough? Seraphina, Farah? you got to do 800 slippings? man. you guys are tough. got to slip and fall down 800 times. BRAVO! -clapclap- :D poor thing you all. wonder how slipping can train you all. maybe complain to ms lee abt it? Oo *another great suggestion always -beam & thumb up-*

2008-12-25T16:03:00.001+08:00

well. i gonna blog now. yeap. that what i gonna do. so boring. rain whole day.

well. it is a great day for emo-ing. i was so confused. i am so angry. DAMN BLOODY ANGRY !
i can't seem to control my emotion these days. maybe going out to shop later. see if Cheryl's thesis work. shopping therapy. gosh. i think Suntec again. Singapore so small lah. not all the place i like got nice Christmas decorations. although Suntec City the decoration not bad.

see this picture? the is the mark of the lycanthrope ( i think correct spelling ) yea. that my clan. lol. i joined the werewolf to fight against the vampire.

okay. that was random.

'If i can dream at all, it would be about you. And I'm not ashamed of it.
Before you, Mae, my life was like a moonless night.'

RE:

2008-12-24T22:59:00.001+08:00

am i much less important compared to zak-ing? can someone tell me the answer? i really need it. so depressing. ):

2008-12-24T21:26:00.003+08:00

sorry for this late post. i do not and neither have i harbored the thought of abandoning this blog. :D well. this few days i never blog cos i wasn't allowed to use the com. yeap. and i miss you. ._.

well i edited my photo. hhas, I'm more and more pro at using gimp.

nah. that is not from gimp. i just bored and random. so tired. i recovered from my flu! woot! man. i am so bored. :D miss you miss you! Haas.

'do you really have any idea how important you are to me? Any concept at all of how much i love you?' and so the lion fell in love with the lamb..

...

2008-12-22T22:47:00.002+08:00

hais. v tired. counting down to christmas alone. i mean literally or physically or.. i don't know. i very vexed right now. bought 2 belts and a bermuda ( is it like that spell?) from a shop that is closing down for around $20 and carrfour respectively. next time then take pictures let you all see.

I AM ANGRY! I AM VERY ANGRY! I DON'T KNOW WHY, BUT I AM VERY ANGRY! I CAN't SEEMS TO CONTROL MY EMOTION!

if you little boys and little girls are going to leave any msg or anything on my tag board. leave your name please. this few days i not in a very good mood. so i in no what so ever mood to guess who are you. well there would be 3 warnings and the 4th will results in permanent ban. thanks for the understanding.

SOME PEOPLE CAN EASILY FORGIVE & FORGET, WHILE OTHERS CAN FORGIVE BUT NOT FORGET. FOR ME, I CAN FORGET BUT NOT FORGIVE!

this are the christmas decorations at Suntec City. it is kinda nice though.

well the mannequins are naked. that is like before and after. the mannequin on the left wore clothes just in time for my second shot.

hhaaas.

2008-12-20T12:31:00.002+08:00

yea. i got this real funny pic and like to share it. it is from banter magazine.
hhaas. if you really cant see. i tell you. on the bottom left the ' angel ' that is on her knee. she said,'my knees are killing me' so i was think she is there for a long time. hhhaas.
beside the 'father' and the other 'angel' were having a conversation. well, the angel ask the father,' who is the father of the child and the father replied,'that what i would like to know!'
the 'angel in front of the 'mother' exclaimed,' it's a girl' and the angel above her said,'apparently she is still a virgin.' -.-
finally at the bottom right of the pic, the other 'angel' on knes tried to be funny i choose a name for the baby,' Brian is a nice name '. bahaaa. that all.

countdown to Christmas: 5 more days! ohmygawd! D;

2008-12-20T11:58:00.002+08:00

ahhh~
how ? how? how? i am so indecisive that i haven thought of what to buy for Mabel! i am so sorry ._.
man. life is hard dude.

All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players;
They have their exits and their entrances,
And one man in his time plays many parts,
His acts being seven ages.

isabelle you can't give up! well. not now though. i will always support you. stay strong D:

Juliet:
O Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo?
Deny thy father and refuse thy name;
Or if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love
And I'll no longer be a Capulet.

Romeo:
[Aside] Shall I hear more, or shall I speak at this?

Juliet:
'Tis but thy name that is my enemy:
Thou art thyself, though not a Montague.
What's Montague? It is nor hand nor foot,
Nor arm nor face, nor any other part
Belonging to a man. O be some other name!
What's in a name? That which we call a rose
By any other word would smell as sweet;
So Romeo would, were he not Romeo call'd,
Retain that dear perfection which he owes
Without that title. Romeo, doff thy name,
and for thy name, which is no part of thee,
Take all myself.

2008-12-19T12:49:00.001+08:00

not going to post today. too depressing...

so sad so sad..

2008-12-19T12:22:00.001+08:00

ANYONE/EVERYONE OUT THERE! STOP DISTURBING MAE! man. she won't even reply me on msn. ): AND IT IS ALL YOUR FAULTS! you better stop or i will make you wish you had. this is the last warning[ well it is my first and last warning.] i am not joking.

2008-12-18T12:25:00.000+08:00

woot. i know what happen liao. everything fixed. muhahahas. i love myself. i don't know why i am such i genius. :D countdown to christmas : 7 more days.

7 more days?! wth. i haven buy present yet. TT nvm. hahas, still got time.

woot

2008-12-18T10:11:00.002+08:00

ohmmaygawwd! my font + font size and colour icons all gone! TT idk what happen. siao liao.

woot jiayu miss us worh. hahahas :D hey yu mei want create a picture montage ( i think is like that spell ) of our class? hahas. got a few candid/not candid. hhas. then make make make throw in some music that can make them cry. hahhas. like that steady sia.

can someone tell me how to fix my bloggger tool bar? please help ):

quiz

2008-12-17T09:35:00.003+08:00

A. people who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.
B. tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot rufuse.
these people must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person back.
C. continue this game by sending it to other people.

tagged by Mabel

1.What have you been doing recently? making christmas cards
2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off? yea. when i need to charge phone but i will turn it back on.
3.What happened at 10am today? well. now is 9.39am. nothing happen yet.
4.When did you last cry? do you really want to know?
5.Believe in fate and/Destiny? yea. somehow.
6.What do you want in your life now? what i wan ah? i want power. i got power i can do anything.
7.Do you tend to make relationship complicated? i ain't the complicated one.
8.Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone? ...well.. underwear counted?
9.What was the last movie you caught? that was like ages ago? i think is dead silence.
10.Does the person know you like him/her? yea. she was my girlfriend. :D
11.Who always make me laugh? Cheryl's & Jiayu's blogs. Upheliva, Yizhen nad .. private :D
12.DO you speak languages other than English? dinosaur+king kong language. ROAR :D
13.Favourite website(s)? my blog, hell correspondence and Google.
14.What are you doing tomorrow? tomorrow? blog again lah bodoh !
15.What do you think you are like? emo, once lived a double-sided life but now no more, trust peeps too easily.
16.Where have you been today? today isn't over yet. i have been out of my bedroom and now sitting in front of com.
17. What game(s) do you play often? look me in the eyes.
18.Who are you missing right now? private. very very private :D
19.If you have to choose between and love, who will you choose? got difference meh? look me in the eyes.
20.What are you doing right now? figuring this quiz out.
21.Which primary school are you from? catholic high.
22.Name three colors that you like? black, purple and white.
23.What emoticon do you like to show? :D
24.What is life to you? look me in the eyes.
25.If you have something troubling you, what will you do? eat luh. but i gotten fatter lately. TT
26.Who did you last chat with on MSN today? mae!
27.Who do you admire the most? Aang the last air bender. sorry tyki :D
28.Which month were you born in? January. additional info. on 27.
29.How are you feeling right now? need to pangsia. stomachache.
30.What is the time now? 9.53am
31.What kind of person do you think the one who tag you is? i know her. you still want to know?
32.What colour would you like to dye your hair? white.
33.Why are you doing this test? first time do it. eh. i thought i bounded by the rule?
34.What do you do when you are moody? listen to music . then think how to wipe the person who cause me to be moody out of existance.
35.At which stage do you wish to get married? you think game ah? got stage 1, stage 2, stage 3 ? marry arr? MARRY ARR?! look me in the eyes.
36.Who is more important to you? hard to choose. i give up.
37.If today is your last day of your life, what will you do? i will go find mae, tell her i love heralways and stay at her house.
38.Who is/are the people you trust most? jiayu.
39.If you have a dream to come true, what would it be? being the avatar and tyki. i would always like that.
40.What is your goal for this year? go out with yizhen.
41.Do you believe in eternal love? no more no more noooo moreee~
42.What feeling do you love most? friends happy i happy. friends sad i make them happy.
43.Do you think it is global warming right now? hell yea. it is bloody cold right now.
44.What feeling do you hate most? dilemma and girls crying. i would, seriously, feel headache and violent.
45.Do you like doing quiz? idk. kinda fun.
46.Do you believe in God? see ahh.. ' to God whom i hate so much' you think i believe?
47.What do you think is the most important thing in your life? don't tell you. will shy shy.
48.What will you bring when you fight? homing missiles.
49.What have you regretted doing in your life? giving wrong signal.
50.What do you do if nobody cared for you any longer? sleep then shut up and die.
51.What will you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you? -smile- you will see.
52.How do you feel now? stomach not pain le. missing someone! :D

8 people to tag?
1] jiayu
2] cheryl
3] yizhen
4] chin ying
5] zhi qing
6] jun wen
7] hui lin
8] isabelle

welcome the new me

well..

2008-12-17T09:21:00.002+08:00

well .. you can ignore the previous post. it was posted by a pathetic guy. i have deleted it. well school is going to reopen and i haven done my chinese. sad sia. but luckily only got 1 hw.

i am so happy! MAE is finally online! :D idk. nvm. i was random. BUT I WAS VERY VERY HAPPY!

dear Cheryl , let me try to decipher your post.

'K, we arent really pmsing alot.
Annnndd my M is ending in no time, so EXERCISE BEGINS IN NO TIME.
I really dont want to fail sit and reach, 2.4km and incline pull up ...'

as you can see. the bold-ed word no time have a well.. nice meaning.. like no time would mean the time is non-existent and time = 0(none) so .. it would rather mean..

'K, we arent really pmsing alot.
Annnndd my M is not ending, so EXERCISE DON'T BEGIN.
I really dont want to fail sit and reach, 2.4km and incline pull up ..'

awyw just kidding. if M don't end, and it caused ur death chin koon would kill me.

very boring; life without you is not the same

2008-12-16T08:53:00.002+08:00

so bored. had a bad cold and chest pain. feeling v drowsy. so for sure, christmas is coming. cos so cold ! ahh. people back from holiday liao.

my小猪猪 :D~ come back liao ahh. msg me ahh! :D

now.. where was i ? oh yea. right right . nth . oh i very bored.

uphellia~ don't angry lah~ sorry D:

percentage of humanity left in me : 20% [random information]

ahhh. early morning my brain stuck. help someone help me! what should i type?

just a fun pic. sad case uhs. geng hiang always kenna candid. well i nv told him i took this pic in hainan. :D yes. pwned!

woot!

2008-12-15T23:29:00.003+08:00

as you can see. our dear president George W. Bush is owning. look at him. actually i wanted to edit the video to make it slow motion to let you see how bush dodged the size 10 shoes from an Iraqi reporter in Baghdad. the reporter is now being held questioning by the Iraqi prime minister's guards. Sad case isn't it. maybe we shouldn't take any sides at all. Well. he is called a hero in his hometown. so little boys and girls~ don't learn from that bad 叔叔. so bad uh he.

i am losing myself fast. real fast. i can't hang on any longer. someone save me! i am losing grip. to my other side ..

lala~

2008-12-15T12:30:00.002+08:00

ohmygawd~ i forgot countdown.

nah. there you go Felicia [the self-proclaimed Felicia the Great].

countdown to Christmas : 10 more days.

number of Christmas card completed:3/5

present(s) bought:0/1 [or maybe 2]

2009 countdown : 16 days 12 hours 25 minutes 20 seconds and counting ...

my birthday countdown : 1 month and 2 days.

those cruel kindness ..

...

2008-12-15T10:49:00.003+08:00

hahhaa. zhiqing your tag board v lag. hey and how you know i view and run? :D i v curious. cheryl~ blogging is very cruel de~

v bored. i wanna pee~ D:

OUR MISS UNIVERSE 2008 ! DAYANA MENDOZA ! [ 来 ! 再一次 ! 鼓掌不用花钱 , 大家请掌声鼓励鼓励! ] this girl over here, [jiayu stop looking at the yellow patch] was discovered at the local bus stop at the age of 13 ! then she into modeling. [ Cheryl, so i suggest you take bus every time and go out more. maybe talent seeker might take bus then see you :D] now she is 22 years old from Caracas . She know 3 languages - English, Spanish and Italian. [ jiayu stop looking at the girl lah.]

that all for now~

this revenge will ferry you to hell

ohmygawd~

2008-12-15T10:27:00.003+08:00

lol. yu mei ks lah. i want intro the song if i were a boy one leh ..
hahas. nvm. i going to introduce a few songs to you little boys and girls out there so the following post might be v long.

1st song : luv you by Stevie Hoang [i had been wondering is he chinese but listen to his voice~ woot! :D ]

here is the lyrics :

Damn baby, I need to tell you something
I know I treated you bad, but I'm willing to change... listen

Let me take a minute girl and say what's on my mind
Said I been wanting you and needing you
Il be the first to say that I have been so blind
Gotta admit it now
Cause I dunno how to live without you
Don't really wanna waste your time
But I gotta say what's on my mind
Before you go, gotta let you know
Girl your the only one for me
What can I do to make you see
I need you girl

I just wanna luv u
I just wanna luv u forever more
I just wanna kiss u
Baby why can't u see your the one I want
Baby u just wanna hold you
I just wanna prove to you my love
Il love you all your life
Promise girl il make it right
Luv u, luv u babe

See the truth is girl I can't tell no lies (no lies)
Girl I have enough of...
Baby can't you see
Your the only one for me
Don't really wanna waste your time
But I gotta say what's on my mind
Just hear me out
Oh please don't shout
Girl your the only one for me
What can I do to make you see
But I have changed, I'm not the same

I just wanna luv u
I just wanna luv u forever more
I just wanna kiss u
Baby why can't u see your the one I want
Baby u just wanna hold you
I just wanna prove to you my love
Il love you all your life
Promise girl il make it right
Luv u, luv u babe

Ohh yeeh yeehhh
(girl il make it right)
Yeehheeh ohhh ohh

I just wanna luv u
I just wanna luv u forever more
I just wanna kiss u
Baby why can't u see your the one I want
Baby u just wanna hold you
I just wanna prove to you my love
Il love you all your life
Promise girl il make it right
Luv u, luv u babe

I just wanna luv u
I just wanna luv u forever more (can I be, can I be)
I just wanna kiss u
Baby why can't u see your the one I want (can't you see)
Baby u just wanna hold you
I just wanna prove to you my love
Il love you all your life
Promise girl il make it right (promise girl I'll make it right)
Luv u, luv u babe

and here is the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HOXlgj-kAys&feature=related

and here it is another song from him~ it is called One Last Try

here is the lyrics :

Let me start by saying baby ive been such a fool
since we've been apart ive realized im needing you
now i dont blame you if you choose to turn and walk away
but girl i think that what we have is worth another day

can we try
to get it back right
and i ( i promise i will never leave your side)
cause you're
all that i need
i know ( right here with you is where i wanna be)

girl its been far too long
and i just cant go on
need you in these arms
for one last try
girl just hear me out
cause all im asking for is
one last try, one last try, one last try, one last try

tell me baby babe why you wanna act this way
it seems crazy girl after all the love we made
i know i made a mistake when i pushed you away
now my nights are cold since we dont share this bed no more

can we try
to get it back right
and i ( i promise i will never leave your side)
cause you're
all that i need
and i know ( right here with you is where i wanna be)

girl its been far too long
and i just cant go on
need you in these arms
for one last try
girl just hear me out
cause all im asking for is
one last try, one last try, one last try, one last try

so tell me what i gotta do
to bring you back my way
dont want no one else touching you, holding you
baby my heart aint complete
you got me all up on my knees
cause i dont wanna lose your love

girl its been far too long
and i just cant go on
need you in these arms
for one last try
girl just hear me out
cause all im asking for is
one last try, one last try, one last try, one last try

and i provided the links too : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ygF94_Fzv-g

haha. jiayu. watch and learn. must provide links one.

and the last song by backstreet boys called Just want you to know. i great number there.

here is the lyric:

Lookin' at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do
Could protect me from you that night
Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were, everything, everything to me.

Chorus:
I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

All the doors are closing, I'm trying to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day,
The day you slipped away

Chorus:
And I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go (oh)
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That theres a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say (yeah)
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

Bridge:
That since I lost you
I lost myself (ohhh)
No I can't fake it
There's no one else

Chorus:
So I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me (back to me)
But still I have to say (I have to say)
I would do it all again (do it all again)

I just want you to know (cuz I've been fighting)
That I've been fighting to let you go (ohh)
Some days I make it through (and then there's)
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe (yeah)
That there's a day you'll come back to me (but still)
But still I have to say (I have to say)
I would do it all again
Just want you to know

the link is here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vsc_u5_ktDs

enjoy~ :D [i addicted to giving this face le :D]

bunny hop.

2008-12-13T19:51:00.002+08:00

hello my darling~ its late there. remember to take care. hhaas. :D

hey parents, children, teenagers, young toddlers, whatever peeps out there! there is a bad news man. SANTA IS ON BUDGET ! he couldn't provide all of you presents this year as cost are rising everywhere~ his small tweeny house in north pole [ or is it south pole? who cares? its cold there anyway ] or should i say his toy-making factory cannot run on such budget.but it is irony isn't it ? hey Santa you always tell us to believe~ believe in the magic of christmas~ but you yourself don't believe. lol :D what was i saying? so this Christmas season, you peeps out there. believe in Santa Claus . maybe he would be able to get you something you like. (: magical things happen at midnight on 24 Dec . believe and you will see the magic (:

the magic of christmas is more than the glow of the candle-lit window and the light on the snow ...

countdown to Christmas: 12 days.

rain of regret

barbie PK bratz

2008-12-12T23:31:00.002+08:00

she look familiar right? hahaa. yea. she is barbie the ex girlfriend of ken the action man and new girlfriend of Elaine the Australian surfer dude. hahaa. it seems that some thing is happening to her and the doll--Bratz. [ girls~ you should know that ] they are Pk-ing and i dunno y. it seems that the American Psychological Association concluded that "the proliferation of sexualized images of girls and young women in advertising, merchandising, and media is harmful to girls' self-image and healthy development." sad right? so girls out there, don't say 叔叔 never warn you all. hahaa.

my god~ my Christmas cards: 2/5 must think of how to personalize for you . so got to hang on a bit (;

gosh . stock market plunge again . ); MY SHARE DROPPED! OMG ! i lose money luh TT

must take care uhs. everytime T&F either injure yourself or fall sick. must take care ar!

countdown to christmas: 13 days

you summoned me?
i am Enma Ai.

jigoku shoujo?

take this.

yo!~

2008-12-12T00:35:00.004+08:00

yu mei. that picture ah. so easy 认得出 . zhiqing lah. ;D her lips there always got something i also dunno what thing. hahas. was looking at everybody's blogs.

Cheryl never update. her post still stuck at

'Hi all.

My brother is an idiot.
My brother is an idiot.

He told me he was going to download heroes (game) on my com and he is playing dota now and totally not downloading or giving me instructions so th... '

then chinying's one leh. hahas. still stuck at 26 nov post. hello 小姐 pls update? :D

mabel's one the usual emo. i found a pic that look like the one she taken oversea.

wait. got to dig out from my picture collection. wait.. ahh. i found it. there you go. they look.. somehow similar don't you think?

there. Mabel you should be honored you appeared on my blog (:

and jun wen is showing much bravery. she went for holiday and made her blog blank. can someone teach me how make blog blank? Oo seriously i can't think how to make blog blank. ); that all den. eh. don't kop Mabel pic. consequences you pay ah. not my problem liao. hhaas.

tear me a-part

hahaa ;D

2008-12-10T23:51:00.003+08:00

i made a new friend today. hahas. ;D her name is Jacintha [ did i spell wrong? ] and she is 17 and from Netherlands. i am here to say hi to you ;D what sup buddy (; remember to tag me (:

and so i had my first math tuition today. it was a breeze~ there are new students in class and are doom to be disturbed by me. muhahahaha! ;D just kidding. i am as sweet as a little angel aren't i? *wink wink* [hey! i can see you! better swallow back the vomits!]

so bored. it is 12am in the morning. so countdown to Christmas : 14 days! what the hell. Christmas eve and new year eve must go back tuition! D: sad sad. girlfriend*~ what are you doing now?

hey Cheryl , you sure heroes nice game ah? Oo i went to see the website. waaah. the graphic very the good! [if you don't understand. here is some hint: it is not very good. the sentence before this bracket contains high level or amount of scarsm ] hahas. i think you better stick back to DOTA. D;

i hear and deliver this vengeance.

chris brown~

2008-12-09T23:46:00.003+08:00

man. i am so bored. ;D let me intro you all to a song from chris brown. woah. check this out. this song is so beautiful. once in a while i will pick a random song from my mp3 and intro to you all. if you all want any songs or the song in introduce. can msg tell me on tag board or msn me ;D

now here it is, chris brown.. ft keri hilson .. superhuman ;D

Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I can barely speak
Barely eat, On my knees

But that's the moment u came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see though the me I used to be

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)
Super human

Strong
Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I've had it all along
And I can see tomorrow

Where every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see how love can set me free

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)
Super human

It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going, gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you
I can feel like I can do anything
Going going, I'm gone away in love

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human

Super human

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zY8qQNqzShs
(i provided a link to this song too ;D)

next time i am going to intro this song by beyonce- if i were a boy. a great number too. that all for now. i got to sleep. good nights all. got tution tmrw.

this is how it is done,

2008-12-09T23:13:00.003+08:00

do not do unto others as you would that they should do unto you. their tastes may not be the same.

so bored uhs. weather so cold. sleep a while whole nose block. den must wake up clear nose and sleep again. so boring now uhs. can anyone buy me a black nail polish? hhaas. i want to try painting my nail black ;D like very nice like that leh.

what are you doing now? i miss you so much. you never msg me for so long. the last msg you sent me was like .. very long ago ): where are you?

count down to christmas : 16 dec

O pitiful soul bound in darkness,
looking down upon people,
causing them pain.
A soul drowned in sinful karma..

do you know what death is like?