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Saturday, March 26, 2011, 7:03 PM
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talking to you today, i am so afraid to get you angry . i don't know . seems like a phobia . i just don't want you to be angry again . sometimes i just pushed my luck so far . okay . maybe its my fault . i don't know . why is everything seemed to be my fault . i know i am not a good friend , that is why i am losing everybody . picking fights/quarrels with everyone . i just want to be alone at least . i don't want to care so much already . why do i have to care so much for somebody ? but at the end of the day i still want to care for you . why ?maybe if i not such a weakling i won't have so much problem . if its in the PAST, i would be able to run away from home and just walk around in the wild with no one to care. why am i even born ? what have i done in my past life ? even now i lost you . what have i done ? i am just being stupid okay . i am sorry . too much things got into my head . hate me ba . thats what all the people do isn't it ? you are also too busy to bother about me . i just drag you down . troublesome life . |