What are words ?
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hanwee
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Still had some problems.

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food :D
more food .
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i still want to paint my nails black

Will someone give me the following things? :

-you

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What are words if you don't mean what you say ?


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Friday, March 25, 2011, 1:22 AM
i miss you.

No one to talk to already . the people who really want to talk to me, i think less than 5 fingers. What should i do ? No games for me to play too . Why did i last for so long ? What happened ? Why do i have to go through all these. Jalene i really miss you . i miss you when you are the only one there for me . i miss you when you are the only one that would talk to me . i miss you when you are the only one who like me . i miss you when we would go out together and i can hold you.

i want to go back in time . go back to when it was just you and me . i can only wish . i have already given up hope of finding anyone better than you . you are the one and the only one . i am tired . you know how tired i am ? i really miss you . the first few days when you are gone , i everyday dreamt about you . when i tell you these, you don't seem to care . why ? don't you miss me too ? how i wish i can know what you are thinking . this would make my life easier . why is being alive such a troublesome thing ?

to tell the truth , i had thoughts of settling down with you . but everything shattered that night. i lost myself . i lost the battle for myself . i lost you . you were my everything . now i got nothing left . i still remember what i told you . i would not look at other girls and what i say was not sweet talking to you . that was my promise to you . i think maybe you forget already . but i still remember . i can't cry . because i have no tears left .

i really need you now . please make time turn back . i promise i will never make the same mistake again . ):